=))))))))))))))))))))))
and the brin grin goes on and on and on and never stops! =D
heh. i was prayin for a mere 20. and i got more than i bargained for. =) i love you God. i reaaaallly really do.
i jumped and kicked the damn chair when ms fonseka told me hw much i got. haha.. im gonna miss all you guys. =)
to all those who got what they wanted, CONGRATS!!! =D and to those who didnt qt get what they wanted, dont give up peeps. success is just a heartbeat away.
this entry is gonna be really short coz i am still in shock. i feel as if this day never even happened. goodness. i need to wake up. someone pinch me please. hahaha. =D oh yea. and i passed my comb humans.! i thought my hstry was screwed forever! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! see yaaa!
brin bit this at ; 9:41 PM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
arrgggh. 2 days to D-DAY!! freeeaaakk. was kinda paranoid n dumb ysdae. i hate the feeling mann. okay. but am aighhts now. i feel like going for a run. haha. yeaa. im addicted. lolx. crapp. i love ta go joggin bt im still friggin fatt. stoopidness! hahaha.
kinda excited ta go back ta sjc again. but not quite as excited to get the results. hahah. 3 months sooooo does not not feel like thrrreee months. haha. =x was sposed ta go to the gym with rach at like 8 am today. but i was so tiredd i jz slept thru the alarm. luckily, rach had stuff on too.
haha.. promised myself n rachel yesterday that i would just try to forget everythin. all our bloody stupid probs concerning lame things. and then we go to the gym ysday and theres this cute guy from raffles. hahha. it was damn funny kayss. hahaha. rachel said that he was a good catch cz he was smart n gd lookin. but i said, u never can be too sure. lolx. its true. one can never trust CUTE guys from RI. there is surely no one that good. HAHAHA.
and i obviously was right as usual (HAHA.) cz the bloody guy spent most of his time lookin at himself in the full body mirror at the back of the gym. HAHA! VAINPOT! haha.. not that im not lahh. =P but yeaa. surprisingly, my arms are hurting n yet my legs r fine. tho i definitely strained them much more ysday. oh well. stoopid stress related fat! hahah
was doin a lot of thinking today and my thoughts were confirmed when i stumbled upon this lame horoscope/bday site thingy. "..people born on this day are very passionate lovers, so much so that they very easily get jealous.." YESSS!! my thoughts exactly!!! i think i am such a nutter. i always get jealous. its my worse quality. ENVY IS A FRIGGIN SIN! i must stop n repent! ARGGGHH.
and then the horoscope went on ta say, "..women from this sign are turned on easily and are very good in bed" HAHAHAH. erm. that is so not true! im not turned on EASILY okayy! bloody backsides. but i dont think i shall disagree with the last part just yet. HEH. tho ive yet to find out. HAHAH. =D *grins*
yayy! on monday sjc shall once again be blessed with my presence. =) hee. oh yea, and i vow to stop listenin to stupid sad songs. they made me so sad ysdae! dammn. was like sitting outside the swimming pool entrance n waiting fer amira n rach ta come whilst listenin to the music.
then this bunch of MATS came and started jumpin ard near me. i guess they must have thought i was on drugs or sumthin cz i kept givin them this pissed off look everytime they shouted. there was one mini-MAT who the other 2 were tryin to push into this giant hole. and they kept shouting to some guy in the toilet, "EH! you mandi ke?!" *hits head* felt like saying, "NO! he's in the shower because he's trying to plait his chest hair!" ARGH. stupidness. hahhha. should have done that. but they prob wouldnt have understood what i said lahh. haha
okay. i better be off. see ya peeps! =D
//.. vindicated. I am selfish, i am wrong. i am right, i swear im right. swear i knew it all along.. and i am flawed. but im cleaning up so well, I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.
brin bit this at ; 3:45 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
yea. whatever. im hurting and i dont know why. f*ck it. just f*ck everything. im outta here. this is just the last thing i need now. leave me alone. im outta here. maybe if i just ignore everything this will all just go away. like i said, whatever.
brin bit this at ; 8:48 PM
*current dude rockin' muh world: homer, mah main mann baby.*
my head hurrttts. *roars* hahha. whhhyy?? okayy. got back from breakfast some time ago.. went with that vainpot. =) hahha. jkjk. but dont worry, im more vain lahh. hahha. wanted ta eat jap. food but the shop wasnt like fully open. haha. so i had soup. heh. yumm. oh yea, i finally got em aviators! woohoo! its cool!
im kinda sadd right now. cz im confused. i need to go runn. sigghh. does that make sense? im sad coz im confused? HAHA. yea. i just get all insecure when i open my heart out ta someone. i hate it. its like saying, "hey you! here's my heart. try not to drop it n break it alright!" hahha. thats hw i feel.
it kinda feels like ive given my heart to some fed ex guy and im so scared they'll return it to me with a label that says, "recipient's address not found" HAHA. what the hell am i saying. okay, brin, stop it. but i dont know what to do. i mean theres nuthin else i can possibly do. you know? i need a bloody SIGN! reassurance! siggh. whatever.
but yea. i wanna go runn now. but this rach is still sleeping. can u believe that? 2 friggin pm! godddd. i think i have a mini-me growin out from behind my ear! hahha. its this weird buldge next to the piercing. i think its an infection. its gross and it feels like a ripe tomato. hahhahha. it hurts lahh. i better go to the doc. crap see lahh. stupid Triangle. dunno how to pierce properly. arggh.
aighhty. i better get a moving. nuffin ta do but crap here. I NEED A LIFE! haha. buh byee ya all. =)
//.. and i cant wait around forever.
brin bit this at ; 2:13 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
*current dude rockin' muh world: =) *
what the heck is wrong with the people on friendster. i am suddenly gettin all sorts of weird msgs from guys.. i mean, MEN from like malaysia n canada. what the.. check this out.. "..plz i will like to have a good relationship with u in terms of LOVE,LONGTERM RELATIONSHIP,MARRIAGE,plz contact me if confirmed" wahhahahha. =x
maybe its because my age thingy is still set on 22 yrs old? oh phuck. must change that. and even so, do i look 20+??? i cant even pass for 18! ARGH. i do not need to get married now! SHEESH. and most importantly, i am afraid of strangers, esp. weird old men. okayyy. maybe God is tryin to teach me a lesson and make me stop liking old men. HMPH. point taken.
results r out on monday. just happened to be online in the morning n decided to check the MOE website. sure enough, everythin was there. i freaked n instantly sms-ed like 20 ppl? hahha.. cant remember. okayy. well.. gotta go for some function later. arggh. id rather stay home n watch da bachelor mann. well. what can i do righhtt. i duwannnaaa gooooo. =( *sobs*
okok.. nvm. i best be off. i gotta wear that itchy punjabi suit thingy again. it bloody itches i tell u. arggghh. see ya peeeeps! =)
//.. and you know im missing you.
brin bit this at ; 1:50 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
*current dude rockin' muh world: robert downey jr.* (ive been watchin ally mcbeal! HAHA!)
okayy.. da brinster is back in da house!! HELL YEA! heh. ooh! i just had a really dumb and pointless thought today. i wonder what would have happened if i had written "merry christmas f*ckers." at the bottom of all my scripts and passed them up for olevels! haha. i bet id be in ITE. heh.
anyway, stupid bloody up your arse rumours. if i hear one more word about that stoopid phucken flyer, im gonna personally make my own flyer and jammmmm it somwhere unappealing. hahha. okay. sod it. nvm.
legs r killing. yesterday i walked allll the way home from hougang gym, was abt a 20 min walk? haha.. muscles had a huggggee strain later tho. haha.. and rach wanted to try it today so i did it again. haha.. i felt that it was the least i could do after she followed me to my auntie's house today. haha.. so after that, she came over for a bit and we watched the ending of Manhunt.
haha.. i forgot to tape it ysdae. DAMN. kevin p is hottness. hahaha. =) oh no. friday is coming. the reason why i aint losing weight is because i am stressed up thats y. and as proven by the TUMMI TRIM commercial (haha.), stress is connected with gaining weight. so u see, it is not my fault im fatt. it is the stupid stress, which is caused by the stupid olevel results, which is caused by MOE! soooo. i shall sue them! HAHAHA. *evil*
i told maria that when i take my results from ms fonseka, im jz gonna laugh, i'll laugh b4 even she says anythin. i watched sum japanese show where ppl were forcing themselves to laugh to avoid feeling bad. laughter makes u happy, even if its forced. so guys, if u see me laughing to myself on result day, dont call woodbridge aighhts. im in LAUGHTER-THERAPY. haha. =x
ally mcbeal was sad again today. damn show. why am i addicted to it now. when i was in pri. sch i prob couldnt relate to it, thats y. hahhaha. robert downey jr. looks hott in glasses. ddaaaamn. *wipes drool off face* haha. =) rachel was complaining abt why i hardly wear my glasses. but it gives me headache! the degree for my right eye is damn high. cz its a lazy eye. argh. rach told me to use it more. hmm. i might i guess.
im tired and sleepy and i have to go to sum function tomorrow. sigghh. leave me alooonnee. i wanna sleep and not wake up til the world is over. argghhh. okay, guess i better go, am startin ta talk crap. oh yea, i hope constantine/bo bice/ kerry underwood(the farmgirl)/ nadia whats-her-name wins american idol! yayyy! okay. see ya. *moons everyone* HAHA. sorry. *hugs*
//.. your kiss might kill me. so wont you kill me, so i'd die happy. =)
brin bit this at ; 8:21 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
*current dude rockin' muh world: james denton (that plumber guy from Desperate Housewives) *
heh. *sings: what the world needs now.. is LOVE SWEET LOVE!!* ahhh. such a wonderful song! and like my grandpa once said, all you need is love and fresh air to survive!~ sighh. how true how true. *thinks* and of course water and food too. i guess. hahha. but yes.. we, people of the world, must learn to love each other! feeeelll our strength and desires! YES! *burst into song: we are the woooorrrlld! we are the children! we are the ones who make a better place for you and meee!!!*
sighh. this world is so filled with mindless corruption and hatred! we should all just shut up and smile. just like them lyrics from the bowling for soup song. haha. okay people, i am not stonedd/drunk/on prozac okay. haha. dammn. got two more classes to mark. at least am gettin paid for my work. heh. aighhty.
gotta go to the damn post office tomorrow ta figure out my singpass or whatever. results are coming!! woohoo! i mean, NOOOO! haha.. actually now i cant be bothered lahh. i mean, i obviously CAN BE BOTHERED. but i just know ive tried my best, and if my best is not enough, then screw it. like i told maria n rach, i can always cut your hair? hahhah. =x
aighhts. but THINK POSITIVE! THINK POSITIVE! im getting pissed off at all the bad dreams ive been havin bt my olevels. like sod it lahh. haha. just ysdae i spent like half an hour of my beautiful sleep goin back n rememberin all the stupid mistakes i made for some of my papers. like what the hell. i thought id already forgotten. BAH. stooopidness.
okayy, i best be off. buuhhh byeeee!!~ =)
//.. im here ta sing this anthem of our dying day.
brin bit this at ; 8:34 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
BRIN MISSES:
- hanging out with the Lamerz United gang at the usual spot near the gate during recess
- all the peeps from 1 endurance/2 faith/3 faith/4 faith! haha
- the noise 3f/4f used to make
- telling 3f/4f to keep quiet and then talking loudly myself (HAHA.)
- ELDDS. =) and all the crappy things we used to do. always planning a skit. from LOTR, to R+J to our infamous devil skit! heh. *grins* and also all the hard work we put in for the debates.. all the late nights we had perfecting our speeches and panicking over the phone. hahah. i hated it then, and i bet i would hate it again, but i miss it all. hahaha.
- cheating during recess runs. haha.
- skipping extra classes after sch and hangin out at/"exploring" places like tampines mall or town
- trying to think of enuff excuses to why i didnt go for SSS
- trying to act/be smart/attentive during Mrs Ng's amath lessons. (hee.)
- trying to avoid the librarian's attention whilst we gossiped in the library
- the toilets that always had not enough toilet paper. (haha.)
- the very colourful sport-bras which i hardly wear these days, but used to wear almost everyday at sch. (HAHA.)
- the times when we would just hang around in the canteen after sch doing nothing. (mostly in sec 1 and 2)
- trying to find ways to loosen/detach my belt w/o the teachers knowing (safety pins, stapler bullets, double sided tape, my lousy sewing, extensions! haha.)
- laughing at the SOME prefects when they went up to sing the national anthem (looks at maria) HEH.
- trying hard to sms in the science lab in sec 2. hahha
- trying hard not to doze off to sleep in the basketball court before assembly.
- making stupid jokes about CERTAIN teachers and one baboon with rachel and the rest of em. haha
- lit. lessons where everyone never shut up! =)
- the looooonnnnggg bus rides to town after school (before there was the NEL MRT) haha.. so if we wanted ta go to town, we had to leave sch super early. lolx.
- the crappy notes we used to pass to each other in class when things got boring.
- watchin maria try to sneak in food to class! HAHA.
haha.. there ya go.. cant think of anything else at da moment. haha.. but yea. i miss convent life. haha. =) was suddenly reminded when i read geraldine's blog. haha oh well. take care peeps. adios. - da'brinster. =D
brin bit this at ; 10:39 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
*current dude rockin' muh world: keanu reeves*
*sings: ...all we need is some ice cream and some beer!* haha. love that song ta bits. am poofed. went out ta town today n watched constantine with maria n rach. haha. we are so lameeee okay. all kinda short of cash so we took neoprints in a more "creative" way. hahaha.. shant say anythin. heh.
keanu reaves so rocks. constantine was a lil complicated but the effects and everythin really rocked. just had a sandwhich. am stuffed. hee. okayy. so aniho, did more downloadin today.. was tryin real hard ta find some song i heard on ally mcbeal bt i totally forgot how it goes. heard some crap about a letter from MOE being sent out ta some olevel students. i bet its just a load of bullcrap cz results arent supposed to be disclosed until the day itself.
so yeaa. and even if that stuff is true.. sodd it mann. haha.. aighhts. shall go work on my story. nuffin more ta do but stonneee away. hee. adios!~ =)
//..just shut up and smile. =)
brin bit this at ; 8:10 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
how can anyone not love a guy that looks like that?! haha.
have i made my point yet? heh. *grin*
brin bit this at ; 10:34 PM
aighhts. am so bored n depressed. i must lose weight!!! come on brin. you can so do this!!! jia you! woohoo!
oh godd. im so psychotic. i need to go to the gym. oops. theres a cut on my finger. what the.. did not see that before. oh well. hmm. sg is gettin so friggin hot by the day. WHYYYY!!?!? stoopid bloody global warming. *grumbles*
okay. am done ranting for today. *yawn* if ya guys need anythin, please wait until i wake up from this daydream. BUHH BYEE.
//.. caught in the rush of a crowd, trapped in a wall of sound.. you were ringing in my mind.
brin bit this at ; 12:53 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
brintha loganathan is one of the wisest, smartest, best looking people on the planet. Or so at least she would like to think. It's not that brintha is vain - more that she is terribly susceptible to flattery. All Leos suffer from this little weakness. That's because, despite what astrologers are always saying about Leos and their confidence, secretly, deep down, they are a little unsure of themselves. This explains brintha's tendency to be strongly outspoken and extrovert one moment and quietly anxious the next.
Her close friends know all about her tendency towards self doubt. They know what a warm, genuine and generous character she can be, but they also know about her natural sensitivity. brintha's acquaintances, however, have no such insight. They feel sure that in brintha, they are dealing with a dynamic, energetic and decisive person who is it would be most unwise to cross.
brintha is fiery and feisty - she gives the impression of being someone who knows it all. As a matter of fact, whilst she does not know it 'all', she does know quite a lot of it. brintha is well read, well researched and always well presented. she cuts a dash, she has 'presence.' Heads turn when she enters the room. brintha loganathan is aware of the impression she makes but not entirely comfortable with it. She knows that people are responding to her big pretence, not her true personality. That's why she so deeply treasures the company of loved ones who are strong enough to see through her façade and respect her for the mere mortal that she actually is.
brin bit this at ; 9:57 PM
*current dude rocking my world: johnny from high sch reunion 2. * =)
okayy. its like 12pm n me is still feelin sweepy. argh. just watched high sch reunion 2. haha.. the last episode. i hate ch5 for showin it at all the weird timings. n it skipped so many episodes! like what the hell right. hmph. anyway, that johnny guy really looks like that jeff johnson guy that auditioned for american idol. haha. too bad he didnt get in. but johnny is cute! and im so happy that he n louann r finally together! YAY! haha. =x
anyway, i NEED to go to the gym today. but rach is still sleeepping lahh! howwww. okay, nvm. think i'll just go myself. no biggie. am lazy to tho. haha. dads off today on mc i think.. so at least i have some sorta company. heh. immm boredd n tired n results are out like next week? OHMYFRIGGINHELL! argghhh.
aighhty. better be off b4 i bore ya socks of. catcha later!~ buhh byee!
//.. i almost had you but i guess that doesn't cut it.
brin bit this at ; 12:00 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
did not know U2 released Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own. haha. just heard it on the radio. oh well. its nice but miracle drug is better. hmph. *sings: tell her im not sorry.. mention my ferrari but don't tell her that i miss herrrrrr!!!!* haha.. ooh. bowling for soup! the fat guy is hott. hahhaha.
yesterday was valentines. wanted to just crash at home n do nuthin n mope around in a pool of my own pathetic self pity, but instead, went out ta pasir ris park with yvette n rach. haha.. was superrrr windy. so rach and i just spent our time bummin under a tree n listenin ta music while yvette attempted to commit suicide by jumping of the big rock. hahhahha. NEVERMIND. best not to ask. hahha..
of course we had ta go to the playground and i managed to get nearly to the top of the Spiderweb but then chickened out and went down. sum cute kidd called Albert or (AAL-BART) as he said it (heh.) climbed to the top n started to shake the damn thing so rach n me were like.. "oh god. are u doing that? what? its not me! then who is it mann?" hahah.. that german kidd was cute lahh. i am such a chicken. BAHH.
so yeaa. MANHUNT n CHARMED are on today!! and csi too! YAYY! triple WHAMMMMYYY! =) oh yea. was kinda shocked by what sumone told me ysdae. but am happy i guess. hahha.. but suddenly realised that all this time ive been giving him advice to use on me! OH GOODNESS. hahaha. i am such a nincompoop.
oh yea. did anyone noe yesterday was MANDAY? hahahhaha. so phucken hilarious. some dude wrote "closed on manday" at the closed door of his shop in the park. hahahha. im mean but its funny right! haha. anyway. if it really was MANDAY, then how come there were no hot duddes at the park mann?! unfairnesss!!! hahha. imma thinkin of cheese pizza now. YUMMMM.
OH CRAPPP! the job ppl just called. i forgot to tell them i wasnt gonna make it. crappp. nvm. i shall just ignore the phone n pray to god that they dont call the house n i accidently pick it up. ohhh craappp. crap crap crap.
aighhty. i guess i better get my ass away from this damn pc. or i will prob just rot here fer ages. haha. see ya peeps!~ *muacks*
//.. on and on about you.
brin bit this at ; 2:37 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
1. Color of most clothes you own
--> ermm. ive got a bit of everythin'.
2. Number of pillows you sleep with
--> 1 pillow n a bolster. i cant sleep w/o a bolster! haha.
3. What room are you in right now?
--> muh room.
4. What were you doing 12AM last night?
--> watchin a vcd with my mum.
5. How many siblings do you have?
--> 1 younger bro/pest. haha.
6. What do you think you'll be doing in 10
years?
--> 1. ruling the world or 2. bumming somewhere. hee.
7. Do you have braces?
--> naww. *grins widely*
8. Are you paranoid?
--> when it comes ta certain things. haha.
9. Describe your wallet
--> i havent been usin my wallet in a whiiille. haha. but its a yellow converse one. its not one of em velcro thingies. its just the simple flip open type.
10. Your alarm clock?
--> i use my mums handphone. the sound is sooooo damn loud. if it doesnt wake u up, ur mental. haha
11. Your hair?
--> now its wet. cz i jz had a bath. haha
13. What color are your nails?
--> a healthy pink! haha.. i havent painted them for some time. haha
14. What color are your eyes?
--> dark brown
15. Tattoo?
--> nahh. not anytime soon. hee.
16. First enemy?
--> errrmm. haha.. two stupid girls in kindergarten. they were twins and if i met them now, i'd probably kick their asses. haha. they f*cken suck aighhts.
17. First play/musical/performance?
--> erm. i had to do this malay dance thingy in kindergarten it was so dumb! haha. i just walked around in a circle basically. haha
18. Last cigarette?
--> never. i dont smoke. yucks.
19. Last movie seen in cinema?
--> meet the fockers. heh.
20. Last person you yelled at?
--> prob. my bro. cant remember.
21. Last crush?
--> *grins*
22. Last shoes worn?
--> my converse sneakers.
23. Last ice cream eaten?
--> erm. walls sumthin. black forest or sumthin.
24. Last thing written by hand?
--> the titles of the songs i just burned onto my cd. bowling for soup rocks! yay!
25. Last time wanting to die:
--> never.
26. Last time eating at McDonalds:
--> erm.. last last week? cant remember. haha.
27. What did you eat:
--> da grilled chicken foldover. it aint too bad! =)
28. Last person chat with:
--> kyle. he's takin ages to reply. Zzzzz. haha. jk.
29. Last celebrity you saw:
--> err. myself in the mirror? hahah. jk. erm. taufik at the youth concert?
30.Last time you scream:
--> erm.. no idea duddee.
brin bit this at ; 11:38 PM
HALLO!
hee.. anyway.. am so darned tired. just came home from the gym like an hour ago? kinda fun cz my bro n mum came along today. i guess everyone was feelin guilty about the jack's place steak today. heh. the steak rocked mann! been a while since my last one. haha. am so fatt. argh.
anyway, borrowed this book called, "How To Ruin Your Life" hahha.. it rocks lahh. i realise ive been doin everything it says! oh crap. like, "sitting on the couch the whole day n watchin re-runs of the simpsons" oh godd. its like my life story!!! hahhaha. oh well.
mums watchin 4400 on axn. the old episodes. kinda interesting but i got bored after a while. oh yea.. keepin the faith is on at 1030!!! i live for tv lahh. hahhaha. ben stiller soooo rocks. haha. aighhts. my head hurts. i need an mp3 player mann. hmm. what am i doing online again? i forgot. damn memory. haha. okies, i better go. am tired of crapping. am tired of sooooo many things! ARGH. buh byes!~ =)
//.. you became my power, my pleasure, my pain.
brin bit this at ; 9:14 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
HMPH!
i should be at sentosa now. baskin' in the sun n soaking in the sea!!! hmmm.. i miss the beach. *sobs* you know, my dream house would be sumwhere near the beach. not too near, but enough to see the water n stuff. SIGGGHHHH. that will so rock my world. =)
okay, dammn. i hate fudge. it makes me fattt. crapp. i hear the gym calling again. lolx. okies. as you can see from the top of this entry, ive started a new regular thingy. its called, "a stupid thought from the brinster." hee hee. since i realised i keep having loadsa stoopid thoughts everyday. heh. oh yea. cant wait for monday. will be out at Millenia at sum funfair thingy maria was talkin abt. get ta see damien as well. FINALLY. hahha.
well.. i think im sorta under house arrest for this week. aint too sure if i can make jens party 2mro. oh well. shall see how. my lips are so dryy. i cant find where i put my lip balm. it must be sumwhere under that pile of rubbish. hmmm. oh well. anywayyyy. i better be off. gotta have lunch. see ya!~ *hugs*
//.. now you've got the best of me, come on and take the rest of me, oh baby. (HAHA. this always makes me laugh.)
brin bit this at ; 1:32 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
okayy. nvm. my hearts kinda heavy right now. im just so damn afraid to open up my heart to anyone right now. siggh. okay. nevermind nevermind nevermind.
anywayyy.. chinese new year was not too bad. haha.. at least i had company at home! LOLX. ate like a bloody pig tho. we made like choc fudge, honey dew dessert, konyaku jelly.. oh yea.. and i made lunch! haha. sort of. like i made this coffee coated beef thingy and some mushrooms n tofu with oyster sauce n carrots! hahah. okay. i am such a CHEF! YAY!
haha.. my little cousin came over today. he's only a few months old! and he's so cuuuuttee!!! haha.. his fingers and feet were like so tinnyyy. and he's growing light brown hair. haha.. so cutteee. he laughs when others are talkin cz he wants ta be in on the joke. lolx. hahha and he grunts! HAHAHA. he's cute lahh. and he kept me occupied today. hee.
anyway.. SIMPLE PLAN BABY SIMPLE PLANNNN!!! but i can only book tickets after the twelfth. argh. UNFAIRNESS. OH WELL. its only 2 days more? hee. cant wait. okkaaayy. aniho. the bachelor is abt to start soon so i better chow. got a loooonnng day ahead of me tomorrow. wanted so badly ta hang at the beach with maria n gang. but yea. cant cz of stupid reasons. oh heck. well. better be off. see ya peeps! miss ya guys loads. esp lamerz united!!!~ =) *grin*
//.. and im hurting coz you're hurting. and i feel like crying coz you're crying. and its like dagger, it tears me apart. you never left my heart.
brin bit this at ; 10:30 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
I want to trip inside your head
Spend the day there...
To hear the things you haven't said
And see what you might see
I want to hear you when you call
Do you feel anything at all?
I want to see your thoughts take shape
And walk right out
Freedom has a scent
Like the top of a new born baby's head
The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've seen enough I'm not giving up
On a miracle drug
Of science and the human heart
There is no limit
There is no failure here sweetheart
Just when you quit...
I am you and you are mine
Love makes nonsense of space
and time ...will disappear
Love and logic keep us clear
Reason is on our side, love...
The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've seen enough of romantic love
I'd give it up, yeah, I'd give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug
God I need your help tonight
Beneath the noise
Below the din
I hear a voice
It's whispering
In science and in medicine
"I was a stranger
You took me in"
The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've seen enough of romantic love
I'd give it up, yeah, I'd give it up
For a miracle, miracle drug
Miracle, miracle drug
brin bit this at ; 11:13 PM
okay. clooney is so hotness. amira was talkin abt the baldwins jz now. seeee. i am nt the only one that likes OLD MEN. hahha. but AGE is not a problem okay. *looks at rachel* so yes. AGE DOES NOT COUNT. it is not a FACTOR. hahha. anywayyyy.. today, Her Majesty, Brin The First will be rating her top five list of hot old men. (HAHA.) okay. so listen up n try not to puke. THIS IS HOT STUFF BABY!!!
*sings (or croaks) : I NEED SOME HOT STUFF BABY!!! WOOHOOO!*
okayyy... PRESENTING...!!!
BRIN'S TOP 5 HOTTEST OLD MEN! (that are still alive! HARHAR.)
in no particular order...
-colin firth (ooh yay!)
-hugh grant (*faints*)
-george clooney (YEAA!!)
-Bono (IM SORRY! he's not hot but his voice is hot! haha.)
-oh crap. i forgot.
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oh no! ive forgotten all the other gd lookin old men! crappp. nevermind. when i remember i'll list em down. haha. HOW COULD I POSSIBLY FORGET? oh goodness. hmph. oh well. okayyy. nvm. aigghty then. i best be off! royal duty calls! tut tut. hee hee. okay. im bored. but i gotta chow! see yaa!!
//.. and you're so sweet but its not you im needing right now.
brin bit this at ; 9:38 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
BRIN ROCKS!!! okay, have successfully cleaned the house. i vacuumed the house, mopped it. arranged the stoopid stuff in the room. and prepared the stuff to cook later fer dinner. MANN. i am such a good housewife. MARRY ME BRAD PITT! hahahaha. okay, am just joking. would never gt married until i am about 9392934923949 years old. okay. hahaha.
y did brad break up with jennifer aniston? its so stupid. jennifer aniston rocks okay. she seems nice i guess. haha. there are too many sluts in this world, and very few good, decent women left. hahaha. okay, im so mean. but its true right. christina aguilera sucks. *blurgh*
wrote about another chapter today. my story is getting more n more lame by the minute. am definitely gonna go n re-write some chapters mann. argh. tiredd. cant wait for dinner. sambal kang kong!!! YUMMM!! ooh crap. just remembered im sposed to meet mum later to buy sum groceries. im gonna make pudding fer chinese new year! haha.. not that i celebrate it, but its always a good excuse to eat n get fat. teehee.
im deprived of pineapple tarts!! msged kyle and he said he had 5 jars at home! UNFAIRNESS! *sobs* hmpph. nvm. he said he would fed-ex them to me. BAH. haha. rub it innnnn. hee. okay, aniwaeee. am goin shoppin tomorrow! YAY! bu i bet it'll be bloody crowded everywhere. dammn.
oh yea.. watched apprentice ysdae. whats-his-name is cute! that harvard graduate guy with funny hair. haha.. cant remember his name tho. sum nerds are cute lahh i guess. lolx. i wanna buy those aviator shades! maybe i can con my mum into going to far east tomorrow. HEH. then i can buy them. i shall just use my wonderful "persuasion" skills. hee.
i must go and visit that pc game shop soon. but my dads pc is still not fixed yet. so we're just stuck with like a crappy hard drive that barely has enuff space to store anythin. BAHH. okay. betta chow. hollywood squares is on. nuffin better ta do than watch tv. hee. cyyaaa peeps!~ =)
//.. let me rock your world. i'm all that you'll ever need. =)
brin bit this at ; 3:33 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
my email inbox is flooded with junk. aighhts.. thats what happens when u dont check it for 3 days. BAH. im tryin to block all the junk now. lolx.. "the amazing p*nis enlarger!" WAHAHHAHAHA! oh god. the things they send me. i dont need one of those kay! sheesh. HAHA. =x
aighhhts. was very tempted to open that mail and actually see how that invention looked like. haha. maybe it looks like a mini bicycle pump! HAHA. okay, nvm. well.. theres apprentice today! WOOHOO! can someone please buy me Donald Trump's toupee? wait. how do u spell that. erm.. okay, will someone please buy me his wig!? haha. its cute but scary at the same time. hmm.
im happy now! i suddenly feel wanted. HAHA. everyones asking me to make drinks for them! haha. maybe i should be a bartender or sumthin. that would be cool. then i can spit into drinks of ppl who i dont like. haha. EVIL. lolx. okay, i think the U2 album is alright.. its definitely not their best, but it'll have to do. i prefer their older ones still tho. haha. but BONO IS STILL A FRIGGIN GENIUS! *stunned*
i would actually marry and old man his age if he could sing as well as bono and can write killer songs like him. hahha. he rocks. but only if the old dude looks like bono or at least looks decent. haha. okay, nvm. oh wel.. im gonna try ta download sum games on my handphone now. catcha later!~ =)
//.. i could ease your mind.
brin bit this at ; 1:21 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
harloex! yox! wazzup? aniwaex, 2dae i go shopping lorz. gort sho mani pppl i wanna die lorx. lyk gort earthquake liddat wan mannx. ka ni na. wahlau. wahh. chinese new year cumin i lyk wan diex mans. shhhooo mani ppl. wo pu yao go out lahhx.
okay, dats it. i cannot take it anymore. hahhaha. how can anione talk lile thaaaattttttttt???!?!! tell me! okayy. aniwae, just wanna say jim beam is my hero. i am stonnedd. nearly there but not there yet. =) heh. i need to sleep. goodnite new mexico! =x
//.. i love you. i wonder if you've realised it yet.
brin bit this at ; 8:46 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
it feels sore bt sumhow it feels good! haha.. good in knowing that i have exercised! HEH. gonna head out later again. finally gonna get my U2 cd!!! YES!!!! woohhooo! bono so rocks my world. went all around singapore yesterday tryin to find some dumb vcd for my dad. luckily HMV had it. haha.. was at citilink mall and had abt an hour or two to spare.. so i camped out at MPH and read this book called "Killing Bono".
its kinda cool. its abt this guy who was in Bono's class in school n he wanted to be a rockstar too. haha.. kinda funny. mayb i'll use my Times voucher n buy that book. okay, rachel just woke up. woohoo! i bet the cd will be greatttt! hopefully. im kinda tired tho. really poofed. mum wants me to go shopping with her 2mro but jen's bdae party is on. sigghh. i hate it cz when im free, everyones busy. and then when im not, everyone's free! aaaarrggggghhhh. okay. nvm. i shall sort this mess out soon.
aighhhts. d-day is approachin near as well. blllaah.. crap. its nearly 1015. better go get ready ta go. damn. im running out of shorts ta wear. and i could have sworn i had millions of pairs last year. i wonder where they all went. hmm. weird. if any of you see my shorts please tell me okay!!! they're erm.. in loads of colours and they look like shorts. okay. thanks. please feel free to call me if any of you guys spot them. THANKS! hahaha. sorry, im mad. okay, cya peeps!! =)
//.. even heroes have the right to bleed.
brin bit this at ; 10:01 AM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
anyway, goin to the gym again today. i am DETERMINED to lose at least a couple of kg before the end of the month. bloody hell. i was goin really well with my new HEALTHY LIFESTYLE plan, and then my dad orders mcdonalds for dinner yesterday. ARGGGH. is it my fault i cant resist the bloody chicken prosperity burger thingy???
HMPH. but they put so much of green peppers lahh. i hate green peppers. yuck. okay.. for once i had a peaceful sleep last night without any disturbance from weird dreams abt the damn o levels. WHY DOES THE MINISTRY PUT US THROUGH THIS PAIN??!!! *sobs* it aint fair. kellee in the US is already applyin to go to a university and she's our age! argh. but they say that if u go to a local uni. its easier ta get a job here. oh well.
i hate making decisions. BAH. anyway, watched american idol on star world last night. i love star world mann. they always have the best shows on. and when they want to put re-runs on, they put sensible shows like ally mcbeal and the simpsons on. isnt that fantastic? unlike ch 5 where they put lousy shows like.. erm. okay, i forgot the name of that soppy show. nevermind. hmm. but star world rocks. God bless cable! =)
but ch 5 is good too i guess. cz they have the bachelor! woohoo! hahaha. which is on today! YES! i should be a tv critic. *grins* hee. i wanna watch Constantine.. seems interesting.. and that french movie.. ermm.. the last engagement? or something like that. its bloody interesting and soooooo sad. okay. i like sad stuff. hahaha. but i like funny stuff too!
aighhts, im clearly just crapping. i guess i better be off. by the by, the song i posted really rocks right? i mean, i gotta go download it. haha. c ya peeps!~ *hugs n kisses*
//.. and you'll never know.
brin bit this at ; 9:04 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Oh we never know where life will take us
I know it's just a ride on the wheel.
And we never know when death will shake us
And we wonder how it will feel.
So goodbye my friend
I know I'll never see you again
But the time together through all the years
Will take away these tears
It's okay now...
Goodbye my friend.
I see a lot of things that make me crazy
And I guess I held on to you
I could've run away and left
Well, maybe...
But it wasn't time, we both knew
So goodbye, my friend
I know I'll never see you again
But the love you gave me through all the years
Will take away these tears
It's okay now...
Goodbye my friend
Life's so fragile and love's so pure
We can't hold on but we try
We watch how quickly it disappears
And we never know why
But I'm okay now
Goodbye my friend.
I can go now
Goodbye my friend.
brin bit this at ; 9:58 PM
but its so sad! i wanna buy the ally mc beal vcd box set. hmpph. *sobs* thank you starworld! hee. there's this nice song in today's episode as well. called "Goodbye my friend"! OMG. so sad. it made me cry lahh. crapp. i taped the episode. omg. im such a stooopid sensitive loser. oh godd. soooooooooooooo sad lahh. really lahh. BUTTTTT... that episode gave me inspiration!!! foooor PROJECT 29!!!!!! hahahha.. tis highly classified. =)
okayyyy. im gonna find that song and post it. its so sad. =( sigghh. so sad. poor ally. and billy came back as a ghost and told her he would never let it rain on her. AWWW! crapp. so sad. gil bellows is so hot for an old/married man/father. oh crap. he should act in more movies that people like me can watch. and ally mcbeal needs to re-start again! and billy needs to come back from the dead and marry ally and live happily ever after. *sobs* i hate dramas. hmph. =(
//.. i guess i held on to you.
brin bit this at ; 9:39 PM